I have not stop you from moving on.
You have done it before. We broke up and you still when on different date and saw other people.
So for you to give me an excuse that it is hard for you to move on, is rather unacceptable.
I am not stopping you from doing that and only you are stopping yourself from doing it because you know for certain that I did not do anything wrong. I did not cheat on you.
All I have done is trusted a friend to comfort me because I was upset.
However, what a fucking arsehole he was to fucking take advantage of me like that. I feel fucking awful about it. I fucking hate him and I fucking want him DEAD!
So don't let your frustration on me because deep down you know you feel guilty for not being able to be there for me. I have constantly told you and I made myself the most clearest when I spoke to you on the night you when to the party. How awful I feel and how upset I was and yet again you rejected my emotions. This relationship did not work not because I fucked up as I have not done anything wrong. But because you were not able to see how your actions impact me and now that you do not know how to handle the situation, it is easiest to point the finger at me. As always, because all this time I have yield to cater your insecurities and need.
For once I urge you to please stop pointing finger at the world. Because you are not as golden and kind as you think you are. Put your guard down and please just for once stare at yourself and make peace with your demon because I know the man I marry and his soul is
far more beautiful than the mask you are wearing.
Please, save that beautiful soul.
I love you, Harry B Wills.