as for me am obligated to alienation.
too be honest i really dont care of the festivity of the socially obstructed community.
but the gathering of frantic wretched entity fascinates me.
how collectively they accept each others melancholy as jubilation of social conquest.
and that the other half of the population is classified of apathetic.
and it does work vice versa.
only then, the socially obstructed community becomes geeky land approved.
belonging is not perfectly great but vividly comforting.