and every time i need a shoulder to cry on. that is when i realise i got nobody to lean on.

every tears shed. was shed alone. and i comfort myself by talking to my greatest love.



GOD, if this is my life for the rest of my time on this earth.. i beg you ALLAH.

take me away.. throw me away in hell for i know i don't deserve your heaven.




i hurt too many people. and it hurt me way too much.

i am scared i cant handle this anymore.

please, ALLAH.

you are doing us all a favour.

at least i wont be hurting no one and no one will be hurt no more.

so please my dear ALMIGHTY,

i beg you.

take me away.
take me away.
take me away.

amin.