infuriation kept too long. now bursting too short.
go ahead. hate me. ur not the first. no ur not alone. everyone is on ur side. trust me i know.
yes i piss people off. yes i tend to get on people's nerve. yes i am mean. yes i am a fucking bitch.
that is not ALL of me.
yes,
i am hot tempered. i know that.
it takes time for me to cool down.
and when i realise what had happened.
i DO apologise.
my words are sincere.
but it never took you the courage to even suck it to my face and say a word.
i maybe the fucked up bitch who piss you off.
but i am also the fucked up bitch who tries to make things up.
so FUCK YOU for not trying. FUCK YOU for being such an egoistic. FUCK YOU.
i have my rights to be pissed off too.
yes.. funny. i have feelings too!
i fucking hate those who know me yet are still mad at me for me being such a bitch. if you think you know me well enuff than u shud probably now thats my anger talking and i will end up apologizing. but the fact that u know and u dont speak up kills me inside bcos i just found out no one ever cares. and all this is just some fucking bullshit lie.