slash my throat and i will be fine.
and at time when I'm so low
i make myself even more lower
and at the end of the day.
i am at the lowest.
no, i hate it.
yes, i know i hurt you all.
fuck. i am sorry.
perhaps you guys are better without me?
i know i am boosting the fire in everyone of you.
i know that i am such a bitch.
yes..i do know what i am doing..
but no.. i
don't know why i am doing it.
however i will not use that as an excuse for my corrupted behaviour.
i wish i
wasn't alive.
so then everyone of you will live your life with a less burden and misery.
if only you know how much i am hurt by hurting all of you.
sincerely i am sorry.