i knoe. i hav not been updating much. blame it on the LAZY in me. sigh. ( not that i hav readers or what so ever).

anyway,

college just started..

and im taking intro to anthropology and western philosophy. and mayb media writing if its available for ADP students.

i knoe its reading subjects and a whole lot of writing. but i guess its good.

iv been away from studies for quite sometimes.

so this will be good for my brain.

am actually really am looking forward to do this semester.

so wish me luck and will write soon.

hugs.



p/s : it will b nice if i get to knoe u more. ;)

did i jinx it by saying out loud?



to take that chance is hard.

to deal with it is harder.


but to say it and mean it is the hardest.



so, yes please dont tell me its jinx.



i am not superstitious , just a lil paranoid.

14 august 2009.

woke up late. crap. did not feed haziq for lunch. babi. felt bad. obviously. so not a good sister.

worst had to leave him thank god not alone for KLPAC.

work is fun. had a good time. not untill late dat nite. heard an ouch comment. fuck. was in a dilemma. sigh. and felt infront of the person i tot was cute. fuck! embarassing! sigh.

had to go home as dad was not around. cudnt make it to nada's farewell. am very sorry. shit. will text u later. called up asil for advice on the way home. tried callind dodol to go lepak.no reply. heh.

home was quiet. talked to abby for about 2 hours or so. had an awesome conversation. for me at least. i hope she feels the same way. so long no see her.

made up my mind. wont be going for MTV world stage. work come first. am committed to it. yes?

i hope i made up my mind. am having second thoughts. its 3.16 am of 15 august 2009 and i have few more hours to make the final decision. sigh.

life is tough.

but i aint complaining.

heh.

;P

It is better to have one friend of great value than to have many friends of little value.














Friendship is always a sweet responsibility, never an opportunity.