Gorgeous Mess.

C'est Qill.

BONJOUR.

i am a freak. a delicate one.

nice to meet u.

Saturday, June 26, 2010,1:35 AM

when will it eventually stop.

to do and mock is why silent has been awkward.

1:20 AM

a riddle i can handle but an unknown vision ponders me around.

its not the maze that sickens me. its the unknown clarification that kills.

12:52 AM

clarity can kill like silent is a thrill.

can this end smoothly or will it suffer?

wonders.

12:44 AM

fear and laziness is never an excuse.

like you and you and you. i too want it. but darling i dunno about you but am gonna earn it.

and even if take me years to have it. owh baby am down for it.

if theres one thing i can do is dat i can do it all.

comfort is knowing you have earn it all.

12:38 AM

losing of gaining more.

and now you shall know who cares and who dont.

12:34 AM

have u not tortured me enuff?

can this particular feeling. this particular thought. this particular image not be you?

because darling, my life would be so much easier.

12:28 AM

hushing up the loud noise.

telling a story and knowing you might find out the story about the story is somewhat real is scary.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010,6:30 PM

without you plus me.

lets watch funny games and eat tutti frutti and spend the rest of the day in bed.

owh wont that be lovely.

6:28 PM

and bittersweet never taste the same without you.

and you know its true.

harsh.

Saturday, June 12, 2010,1:16 AM

Mika live in Singapore. June 14, 2010.

the boy who knew too much is a boy to love.

owh dear please owh please when am there and not here.

lets have the chance to stare at each other.

for now is not our time.

sigh.

grieving on the circumstance.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010,4:16 AM

survivors just need necessity.

i do us better without you.

4:05 AM

i believe in the power of words.

the things u say just keeps me awake.

sometimes away.

3:50 AM

a special shout out.

to those who make time to read this blog.

i thank you all much.

may u have a good life and for god bless you all.

much love from yours truly.

nabila kamar. this is a special dedication for you.

i sayang you teramat. :)

Tuesday, June 1, 2010,10:17 AM

of all odds.

if of a maybe never will be to be an if of a yes for an if of both can never tell neither yes or no.