being goofy in public, can u handle that?

very unfortunate indeed.

nobody stays nobody listen because to be honest nobody cares.

the little moments shared with others are just an act of self comforting.

because frankly people are just too scared to be alone.

for the obstacles are just too much for one can take.

prove me wrong and i will defeat you in the debate.

but please do try.

the problem with clarifying emotions are that at the end your obligated to certain expectation.

so save the heartache and please make sure YOU ARE FUCKING SURE of what your emotions might be and that your willingness to obliged yourself to the circumstances that come along with it.

just because one is biologically bonded to another, that does not mean one accepts one or another or ' love' one another as how one should.

the problem with Family is, it becomes an obligation when communication does not go both way.

and when a thing becomes an obligation the 'love' is debatable for one is not fully satisfied.

so dont start a family if you know at the end you will end up justifying your every action.

Family is suppose to be beautiful but yet we who created such definition are proving ourself wrong.

what a shame.

along the journey of changes somewhat certain part of life are expected to not ride the flow.

yet the one thing you wanted most to stay true changes more than the others.

one cant help to ponder of the survival of these certain part of life.

indulging every bite yet every nibble is a swallowed achiness.

comfyness just dont seem right yet a gain of more hurtfulness.

for once was awaken to a sound of

' the things u say about others to me mite just be the kind of reaction u do to others about me'.

hurtful for the one never seem so cruel but learning from things,

NOBODY IS TO BE TRUSTED.

and to prove the phrase right,

one had to go through another to realise a pretentious person with a fake smile will

silently back stab another or for silently use one for its greater needs.

and yet again to prove the ultimate phrase of

NOBODY IS TO BE TRUSTED.

maybe something somewhat will survive.

but till then,

cherish the moments now.

because once its gone it aint coming back.

am not down for you.

true story.